I’ve been fond of reality tv shows whether its American or Korean. There’s this show that I saw as a commercial while I was watching The Kardashians. I forgot the series name but its a reality show about rich kids living their very glamorous life. Its my unrealistic life goal to live luxuriously life where money is not a problem with my family, friends and my special someone. Sounds like a perfect life isn’it? Who knows, one day it can all come true for me and I’ll be flying my way from one bucket list place to another. 😊
I am always nice to anyone even if that person is not nice to me or its a person I don’t like. And if there’s someone I don’t like, I try my best to not deal with that person by avoiding them at any cost. Its called maturity and besides, it will just be stressful plus sinful to be rude to people.
This is really a narcissistic idea but who else can love myself but me. 🙂
- I’m a very positive person. As my first love told me 17 years ago, as long as there’s life, there is hope.
- I’m an explorer. A wanderlust you might say. Whenever we travel, I want to try the foods, indulge in the culture and go sight seeing.
- I love taking risks because I know I can learn a thing or two about the experience
- I’m flexible and open-minded. I know not everything can go well with one’s plan
- I feel I have an old soul because I still love the old norms and old anything.
- I’m a dreamer. I want to reach one goal after another
- I’m a friendly person as what everybody’s first impression is to me.
- Though I’m a friendly person, I’m a proud keeper of the best people in the world that are my so-called everlasting friends.
- I can put up and stay with people, even if they’re being hard on me, as long as I feel that I’m needed and I’m valued
- I know what or who I want. I don’t have to answer to anyone but myself.
The four important things money can’t ever buy are family, friends, memories and skills.
Those four things are the most important things to me that I know money can never buy. We are gifted since we were born with our own family and I’m so lucky to have my bunch as my family forever because no matter how bad a day can be or how much pain I go through, they’re there for me always backing me up. I can endure everything because I have them.
My friends are also a gift I proudly earned through the years. Some are far away, some I don’t talk to often but they’re always there when I need them. I’m so thankful for them even though there was a time when I don’t talk to them often, but when the time came that I needed them most, they were there. They help me get through one of the most lowest point in my life.
Memories are created through experiences and are surely can’t be bought by money. And skills are developed individually through trainings and experiences as well.
There are a lot of things money can’t buy thats why there’s a saying that money can’t buy happiness.
I want more sleep – that’s my first thought in the morning because I haven’t slept much last night. Maybe I’m not really used to sleeping with someone beside me that’s why whenever we have sleepovers I find it hard to really sleep. I realize that I have so many conditions or standards on so many things that I’m thinking if someone can really put up with me. Well someone did before but eventually he gave up. It doesn’t really bother me that much everyday, maybe because its not my priority right now. I hope when the time comes that all is well in my career and financials, he’ll come through.
Follow up question on the first morning thought, if its negative is that how to change it to positive. I found a lot of outlets for negative thoughts like talking to friends, listening to music, playing mobile games, watching korean series, working or going out for a walk. Though the negative thought didn’t bother me in the morning but lack of sleep did. I was dizzy all afternoon that I was afraid that I’m going to faint. I badly need some snooze right now.
I know its a shallow thing but believe me, when your a programmer and your program works the way it should do, it can really make your day. So thats what happen to me today, the pr0gram that I’ve been agonizing for so many days now has finally worked. Another thing was that my long time crush is still single 🙂 Earlier today my friend told me that she and my crush are going somewhere and my crush is bringing along someone. At first I was stopping myself from asking who it is but eventually I asked in a way that its not obvious that I’m jealous. Our friends are not that 100% in favor of my affection for my crush thats why I just keep silent about it. Good thing that the friend his bringing along is a guy 🙂 Lastly, meeting up with friends and catching up can really change someone’s day and it did for me.
It took me a while to compose my thoughts on what I want to say. Maybe because I can’t still your presence yet at this point of my life or maybe I feel like we’re both far from that moment where we’ll meet eye to eye.
But know this, I’ve been waiting for you, for our moment, for our love, for our forever. If we had met earlier, we wouldn’t be our best selves now. We wouldn’t learn that saying “I love you” to a person are not just words but a promise that you’ll accept and love everything about that person, that you’ll stand by their side through good and bad times, that you’ll support and motivate all their aspirations in life, that you’ll go try new experiences together, and that you’ll always choose that person over and over again everyday. I had love and lost but I still believe in love and I still believe in you. I know that you are everything or far more than I ever dream of. I’m so excited to meet you, to know you and share everything with you. I hope you are, too! 🙂
For now, let’s live our life and enjoy singlehood at its best. In time, God will make it all happen for the both of us.
I have acquintances that I’ve met online but I don’t really have close relationships with them. Though I trust easily, the friends that I’ve met online are exceptions. I guess I’m not that fond of those kind of friendships.
Well, I love everything about me! 🙂 But the thing I love most about myself is how I always see things in a different way positively. Though life is sometimes a struggle but I always try to see the greener side of the road. I share this positivity to others as well so that they won’t feel down that much and just look at the other side of the coin. Its all in the mind. Things do happen for a reason after all.
My biggest dream for my career is to reach the top of the ladder for my chosen career which is a Peoplesoft Consultant. At this point of my life, I want to grow my technical and social skills to be able to deal more with clients and my colleagues. I want to lead and deploy a project successfully. Right now, even though I just recently got back to my previous employer, I was given a project to lead. As early as now, I’m studying the requirements needed by the client and I am trying to execute the tasks early on to avoid cramming which leads to poor quality. I’ll be taking on online courses related to my career as well so that I’ll be more productive and effective consultant.
The biggest dream I have for my life and love is entangled with each other. The biggest dream in love in my life right now is to meet the one and be with him so that we can start our road to forever. And my biggest dream in life is to have a family of my own that’s why the dreams I have in life and love is really entangled. Because I know my dream will come into fruition once I met the one. 🙂
Right now, I’m just enjoying my life while I’m still single so that when the time comes that I’ll be called to be a wife and a mom, I’ll be able to fulfill my duty wholeheartedly.