“We all see what we want to see, when we’re ready to see it.”
Ted was saying this on the last part of an episode and it caught me. There were a lot of times in my life that God grants my wishes and prayers easily because I know and He knows I am ready for it like the career opportunities, relationships, etc. It got me thinking on what I’ve been asking for almost 4 years now – my soulmate, my forever. I guess God sees that I’m not that 100% ready for another relationship which I’m also asking Him to be my last because He doesn’t sees I need it in my life right now. I want to try a lot of things – travel, new hobbies, pursue my career, give a business to my family. I also can don’t see myself yet with someone new right now because I’m enjoying life with my family, friends and work. Though yes, I can still do it with him by my side but I know myself well during a relationship. I tend to focus myself to the guy and forget my goals. Maybe God wants me to fulfill first my goals that requires focus before He’ll give me the one. I know in time, all will eventually fall into place and me and him will meet at the right place and at the right time.