I can’t stop talking about him. When I talk about him, I say things or stuffs we did before that are mostly the happy ones. Though sometimes I say things that he did to me especially the cheating one but I can’t help it. Sometimes I think that he is still my soul mate even though I know that he is happy now. I can’t stop thinking about that time when I first saw him in our school (when he started courting me) that sudden rush of feelings is so incredible. Its like in the movies where everything is at freeze and blurry, and you only see him. I remember everything about him. I sometimes feel sorry for everything that I’ve done wrong to him and that’s why I’m more accepting now of how things have been for us. Maybe because its for the best. Maybe because we aren’t for each other. I know somewhere deep inside me, I still love him. And I know one day it will all just fade away. Especially when my happiness, my soul mate comes to my life.
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Hey ya'll! Claudine Lim here! I'm a Peoplesoft Consultant by day and (at times) night but most of the time I'm just your typical girl-next-door enduring life's game one day at a time. I really love to write stuffs way back when I was a kid, and I've done a lot of blogs but congrats to me, I've maintained "Embracing Life" for a 4 years in a row now. It's sort of a therapy to me because I can share mishaps and celebrations that happens in my life to the world without any judgement from anyone. Embracing Life is also my means of sharing what I had experienced in life most especially in love and how I had conquered everything. As my favorite saying goes, "everything has a reason for happening, we will see it when the right time comes!" View all posts by ulap_1130