2018 day 22: What would you regret not fully doing, being or having in your life?

I would regret not having my family and close friends in my life because they are my source of strength and they keep me going everyday. I would also regret not being able to talk them on a daily basis as much as possible. That’s why I make it a point to connect with them from time to time.


2018 day 21: If you had to teach something, what would you teach?

I’m not really fond of teaching a lot of people that’s why I’m not good with the idea of teaching. However, I can really do good with teaching 1 or 2 people only.

With the number of years I’ve spent in my current job, I can confidently teach the basics and concept of it. Actually I did taught new comers in my previous employer back then. It was nerve-wrecking because I don’t really like talking in front of a crowd but it was a fulfilling experience at the same time. I was able to share my knowledge and I was able to gain new friends as well.

Another thing I could teach or share with others are my learnings that I gain in my life. I haven’t been through a lot but I’ve been through some life changing experiences that I learn a lot from it. That’s why whenever someone confides in me and I can fairly relate to them, I share what I had experienced, what I did to conquer it and what I learn from it.

2018 day 18: Is it possible to lie without saying a word?

Yes. Even without saying a word and just a gesture could mean a lie. I remember in the Passion of Christ movie wherein Judas kiss Jesus even though he committed and sold out Jesus for a certain amount of money. Its one of the example of lying without saying a word. I’m guilty of this kind of act but I rarely do so because as much as possible, I stay away from people I don’t like or I have grudge against. I don’t want to pretend I like them even though at the back of my mind I loathe them a lot.

2018 day 15: If not now, then when?

Probably a lot of people who loves to procrastinate will be mad if they’ll be ask with this question. But it doesn’t only apply to doing daily chores but life in general as well. If you will not change now because you’re too stubborn to do so, then when? Maybe if all the people you love despise you, that’s when you’ll start doing something. If you will not tell or show someone you love them now, then when? Maybe if they’ll already six feet under the ground, that’s when you’ll tell them. If you will not do something about your passion or dreams, then when? Maybe if your already drowning in debt or your behind bars, that’s when you’ll do something.

I’ll admit I love to procrastinate a lot and when the time is up, I start cramming. It’s really an obnoxious attitude that I’m trying to deal with because it’s not healthy. Let’s stop procrastinating and start doing stuffs we need to do before the time is up.

2018 day 14: What is the difference between living and existing?

Living is wherein you just live your life even though your don’t know what your living for or what’s your purpose in life. It’s like your a man-made robot created to perform the programmed functions by your creator. Existing is wherein you live your life with purpose and how want it to be. It’s like Cyborg in Justice League wherein even though he’s a computer, he quickly adapts to the technology of his surroundings and eventually acts on his own free will. Existing is living everyday knowing what your purpose and passion in your life is.